BIG BANG

Thanks to Erin and Yen, I'm now addicted to Big Bang. YEN'S influence has pulled me towards T.O.P.

Go Big Bang!!! Though I say addicted I mean to their songs and parodies and looks...a few songs but I like all the ones I hear. =)

post Vampire Knight

Weirdly, after a few days after I finished Vampire Knight Guilty, the stuff I remember about Vampire Knight Guilty is Kaname sama. Funny cause when I first watch Vampire Knight, none of them had an effect on me. So, to sum it all up, I guess it's Kaname sama after all.

To my Zero fan friends, I still....don't like Zero. Hahahaha. He may look good but I gravitate more towards Kaname. Not just for his face, though.

Vampire Knight Guilty

The second season is darker than the first one, making the whole plot seem more tensed, serious and of course, pulse racing with the variety of bishies. This time, Kaname seem to appear more appealing while Zero still fail to do anything. Of course, I'm talking about the effect they have on me. Kaname reminds me of a lion king who is only loyal to one person. His eyes are superb. I wonder how they draw it. It reflects his sadness so well!

Yuuki on the other hand resembles so much like Bella. Wanting to protect others and yet being so fragile. The other vampires, which I have grown accustomed to, Aidou Hanabusa, Kain Akatsuki, Sioun Ruka, Rima, Seiren, Ichijou and Senri Shiki were of great help to Kaname sama. I like the antics of Hanabusa at the last episode, where he pretends to ask Akatsuki to pick the correct hand where the green ball is to which he will follow Kaname sama. Later, he ends up in a squabble with Ruka over who's legs are longer.

Also, Kaien Cross as the chairman of Cross Academy reminds me of myself. Hahaha. First time. In fact, thats how I behave actually, minus the legendary past. Hehehehe. Not bad looking, the Yagari sensei is quite annoying though. I think it must be due to the seiyuu because I don't like his voice or the way he acts. HAha.

Plot wise, it is nice as the whole story unwraps nicely as each character plays their roles as assumed by Kaname sama. I like the chemistry between the young Kaname and Yuuki. So loving and adorable!!!! No wonder Kaname spent 10 years living in solitude, choosing his pawns to protect her. He deserved it. In fact, his face even resemble a royalty, a dignified being although he's a vampire.

All in all, I'm happy that Yuuki choose to follow Kaname sama in the end. It is such a beautiful scene where she explains that Kaname is one of the persons whom she wants to protect. Truly, both of them are just like Edward and Bella.

I dunoe which pair to like more. Obviously, I somewhat dislike the female, Bella, Yuuki, whatever because it's so unfair!! Okla, musn't be jealous, I ain't a Bella/Yuuki in the first place. It's just that, like how Bella and Yuuki once was lost, now found their meaning and place in life, I too want to find my meaning and place in life, hoping to be happy and healthy along the way and lead a simple life amidst my close friends and family. Too much to ask?

p/s: written hurriedly because I want to sleep. zzzzz

Vampire Knight Season One

I finished it in a few days. Initially, it was just 2 episodes per day but after 2 days, I think I finished it in one go because I was lazy to do other stuff. Lazy me!

So, I watched this anime after promising Wan Jun I would watch it. Being not really a hardcore anime fan, by that I mean I don't watch animes every day and follow up after I finished with one. Rather, I'm the selective type who, would only watch after I choose to watch it. The reason for my choice would most probably be: It fits my type, recommended by a fellow fan of it/anime friends, short episodes (why I have yet to watch Bleach/Naruto or any long winded ones) until now. The longest I ever watched was Kyou Kara Maou season 1&2(78 ep). Okla, Saiyuki was longer, if you count from Gensomaden(50 ep) to Reload (25 ep) and Gunlock (25 ep).

Basically, it's about vampires. It's as obvious as the title. So, we have the main leads, Kuran Kaname, Yuuki Cross and Kiryuu Zero. The anime drawings are superb and bear a lot of resemblance to the Ouran High School Host Club characters. I'm guessing they're from the same animation studio or something but I was too lazy to check out. Suffice to say, this anime is interesting but it did not capture me. I didn't exactly took a liking/preference to any of the guys!!! To think that it's a bishie show as well....

Horrible picture, unclear even but I'm too lazy to scout for more brilliant ones. See what I mean when I said they don't capture me? The bishonens probably ain't my type. In terms of looks of course. Character wise, they appeal but do not attract me.


Yuuki Cross. Her name reminds me of Yuki Sohma from Fruits Basket. The heroine of the anime, she resembles Fujioka Haruhi from Ouran HSHC, except with longer hair and a more amiable demeanour. She has the special attention from Kaname senpai, whom she clearly admires and adores. She was saved by him from a scary vampire when she was five so she looked up to him as her saviour. However, she seems to show great care and concern for her prefect friend, Zero as well. Looks like a love triangle is there although it isn't revealed explicitly. Just subtle hints here and there.


Kuran Kaname. The leader of the vampires in Cross Academy, the pureblood. He has the enigma and charisma of a leader. He can be gentle and caring (when towards Yuuki) or stern and administrative (when towards Hanabusa who always seem to break the rules!) or, sly and deceptive (the Hiou Shizuka case). To top it all, he's the MAN! He can be jealous too, when Yuuki willingly allows Zero to suck her blood but also loving (he lets Zero live because of Yuuki). Definitely an interesting guy.


Kiryuu Zero. Can I say the black sheep of the anime? His eyeballs are purple, woo (so are Sanzo's) His background and past are revealed and so I can sympathize with him. Bitten by a pureblood vampire, he unfortunately turns into one himself. Being born as a vampire hunter, that makes him the hunter and the target himself! He is definitely the hot one (Aki was madly in love with him at that time but I was blur). Yet, I wasn't tempted.

The tension between the 3 characters reminds me somewhat of the tension between Edward, Bella and Jacob in Twilight. Edward's Kaname!

Perhaps my favourite character of the anime is this fellow above! I don't really know his name, but he's the Chairman of the Cross Academy, self proclaimed Yuuki's father. He's the guy with mixed personality. He can be ridiculously hilarious or serious, depending on the circumstances. A doting father, his rejected fatherly scenes are somewhat funny.

Perhaps another aspect which I find interesting is the theme songs. The ending is somewhat...I don't have the vocab to describe it. It's haunting? Hi, Miss Alice...still you do not answer...

Nothing more to say. I'm going to watch Vampire Knight Guilty, season two next. What keeps me from watching this anime is the plot, which I feel is the driving force which keeps this anime interesting.

Kyo - Tohru

Fruits Basket shots

Tadaa! The exact scene from the manga and anime =)

Hana Yori Dango

The latest J drama I watched is Hana Yori Dango - the manga based drama which also spawned a drama in Taiwan (Meteor Garden) and Korea (Boys Over Flowers). As usual, the premise is the same, the notorious F4 gang gives heroine (in this case Makino) the red notice and she retaliates and Domyouji falls for her but was strongly opposed by his mother...I just watched to see how the J version is like after watching Meteor Garden. I feel this drama is better. Maybe because I don't like draggy dramas, and the J version wraps it up nicely in 9 episodes. Of course, some scenes in Meteor Garden is in HYD2 so it isn't a really fair comparison but I still prefer HYD. Hanazawa Rui is ultra cool with Shun Oguri as the cast. Domyouji reminds me of Nanba Minami in Hana Kimi with his curly hair. They even look a bit alike too. Inoue Mao is cute in certain ways and fits the role perfectly. She has the poor simple girl's look for the role. Some pictures for eye candy =)

the F4

look at the height! (Rui - Tsukushi)

Hanazawa Rui is just dashingly good looking and with tonnes of cash! XD

How come I feel Hanazawa Rui is more well-dressed? It's as if he's the main actor what with the white suits given to him which made him stand out from the rest. His cool and aloof ways made him all the more appealing!!! I understand why Shun Oguri is picked as Sano now. He's hot - with this hair but not in Sano's hair!!!

He's Just Like A Prince

Still excited!

.: Nodame & Chiaki :.

~Nodame Cantabile~

Onara Taisou
genki ni dasou ii oto dasou
DO RE MI FA PU PU PU wa~
ookiku tatte chiisaku tatte
douse onnaji onara damon
te~ wa koshi ni saa ikuzo
hei hei pu~

nandaka dasou mou sugu dasou
DO RE MI FA PU PU PU wa~
genki na onara kawaii onara
kondo wa donna no derun darou
so~re minna de saa ikuzo
hei hei pu~ (detaa)

N - addict

Rising Star Oke!

I'm so so so addicted to Nodame Cantabile!!!
The more I watch it, the more I yearn for more!!
I somehow like the Nodame Cantabile Special, maybe because their relationship is somewhat steadier and Chiaki has begun to show some form of affections despite his continuous domineering and arrogant ways. He finally realizes that his life had been better ever since he met Nodame and he even experiences *ahem* jealousy? when he sensed Nodame's coldness on the phone and the peck on her cheek by Franz and the presence of Kuroki kun! The best thing about Chiaki is that his name sounds cool. Shinichi. Ain't this all getting better?

Nodame is cuter and messier than ever with her childish antics and lovable gestures as she toys or plays around with Chiaki, who is half amused and half bemused. Isn't that AMUSING? To me, this is the best pairing so far, my favourite!!! It's rare for me to like the females in any Japanese series, be it anime or drama or movie and I somehow find a deep liking towards Nodame (not in a lesbian way, mind you!). Maybe because we are somewhat similar in certain ways (definitely not the piano!) and I can emphatize with a lot of parts on her side (not so much Chiaki related).

Actually, there are other factors too. That Kikuchi Toru is also a fav of mine cz he's Mukai Osamu!! Hahaha..I know him from Honey and Clover. =)

Kikuchi Toru

Masumi chan (green shirt), Mine(blond hair guy), Kiyora(girl beside Mine) and Sakura

perverted 'Milch Holstein' @ Maestro Stresemann
should be Master Roshi's best buddy!

Memories of INTI

I shall just briefly recollect and add on as I write.

My last semester was when I realise and learnt a lot of things. Things which would had made my life in INTI easier and better if I had known it earlier but nevermind. Better late than never. Also, when it comes to my last semester, the memories I remember most would be the weekly outings with the regulars at Al Salaam where we would laugh and yell and talk like nobody's business. They were such wonderful memories and I looked forward to every Friday every week! Then, there's also the Wednesday..my longest day in INTI. I would have to spend six hours in class. With two very unique lecturers. I had to fight for attention in one while I strived to stay out of attention in the other one. I Love Tuesdays and Thursdays too because I get to hear my favourite lecturer while Mondays are well, cacat. I have only one class and IT'S a 8 o'clock class. Mataku...(btw I found out the meaning of this term already in Gokusen3! Never really noticed it before in J dramas but I did on this one!) My history trial too. The shoot of the best video of the year!!!!!! I just love it! Organising Winnie's birthday party made me all the more realise how terrible I am in planning an event. Luckily it all went well and Winnie was really surprised. But it was fun anyway. Maybe I can be a pro with more practice?

Last semester in INTI or more aptly put in SULIN'S terms, season five in INTI was a season of discovery. I got to know myself better and see my ugly side as it is. Accepting it is hard, having to change it is even harder!!! Being a timid plus super egoistic person, I can't really bring myself to initiate something although I would want to for fear of being laugh at, embarassing myself, misunderstood(this i hate the most). What's worse is returning everyday to an empty room in a semi empty floor. Now that I think of it, I can always run to someone's room actually. I'm not the type or have not learnt to get used to it yet though.

Do I appear cold and indifferent to you people?

I might have had but perhaps I did not know how to show it?

Then again, it is others who I never really thought would who gave me compliments on my friendliness. It set me thinking, I am maybe good in the first contact, the shallow basic hi hello stuff but go deeper and I do not know how to act. I just do not have the capacity to be a really good friend in need, what more be a best friend. Perhaps I am just too silly to have avoid conflicts all these years. Someone told me that we need to go through a lot of fights and arguments to emerge stronger from the friendship and to learn to appreciate it. Giving as I have very litle fights in history, it is no wonder I do not know how to be a proper friend. But I really hate arguing and fighting...and I don't mean the 'Jeannie-Azim' kind of chemistry.

That aside, I never realise how much I would miss my weekly Thursday meets with my Buddhist friends. Not that I missed it that much, but I felt really 'tak sanggup' when the chairperson and Kim Heng accompanied us back to A block. The look in their eyes were so touching and endearing. Also, the short farewell celebration we had in the van on our way back to INTI after the Dhamma Camp. I never realise it was my(and also Kelvin, Xin Yuan and Yi Juin's) last sem with them. But the juniors felt it and they made a sorta farewell card for us and gave us a farewell speech, which was so sweet of them. Kelvin's personal testimonial and certificate of appreciation touched me as well. For once I was that terharu. They gave me a new sense of hope and confidence that I have something of what it takes to fare in my Computer Science studies. It's kinda cute and soon became kinda predictable what they were gonna talk about me once a few started. It's always 'Su Lin asks the most questions'. I didn't know my simple questions affected so many people. For once, I actually felt like a superstar or something. Or some famous scientist or person who made a difference to people's life. LOL. I admit I am being slightly vain...but it's one of the rare chances when I actually feel vain.

Okay, here's the best one. I got A- for my US History2!!!!!!!!!!! I almost scream in delight. Actually, I was too shell shocked to even do anything. My hands started shaking and before I knew it, I was doing some kind of jig I think and made my poor brother listen to me while he was trying desperately hard to sleep and push me off the bed. I believed I screwed my finals so, it came as a very nice surprise although the other surprise was equally shocking. I got a C- too. College really does give me the ups and downs!

The other four semesters were umm..a blur? I remembered my first semester as the one with me being the most innocent where I still had this so called 'cursed' idealistic beliefs and live ignorantly in bliss. It was a swet semester though chatting my nights away(and making my chat buddy very guilty for keeping me awake when I had to leave at 5am!) and staying up late doing group studying(the night before tutorials and tests where the only serious one is actually Winnie) and with lotsa birthday celebrations! Equally horrible are my presentations. Maybe one particular presentation. Thank God I had supportive and understanding friends and...a really nice one who takes away all the credit. Hopefully this has some carthatic effect because I thought I had forgotten about it but when Zaim brought it up in the fourth sem, I realised I still have not! Still, it was also the semester I got deeply mad about Nakatsu!!!

I was given a huge awakening in semester two where I suffered for taking two programming subjects without any programming basic and then also suffering madly in Calculus 2 although I love the class and again, suffering physically and mentally in some stupid desert camp. My consolation was that I thought I got it under control. Some notable times was when I discovered an error in the sir's marking of my exam paper in which I got full marks. I told the sir about the error but he asked me to get away. Then , I realised that I was actually his pawn to show off because I did my answers on one page only. Then everyone assumed I'm so smart when actually I wasn't. Also the semester where I was seriously freaked out by some MSN 'pervert'. Not really a pervert, just that I am not the type who chats about elope fantasies in some hotel and the colour of my underwear...eeeeee. Another semester for many firsts anyway and also aha! I got closer to my roomate cz we were sorta through something similar and we shared alot of opinions. The semester where I first go for aikido and skipped it alot. Skipped lotsa dhamma practice till Michael scolded me everytime and would drag me to it.

Then comes May and oh, I got myself in big big trouble! I neglected my studies for that Pour Out mag, KM and Buddhist Exhibition Week. When I find my lecturer for consultation, he asks me back why didn't I find my other friends. I was like, ain't you the lecturer? I don't know how to behave with lecturers(I'm not good in forming friendships with lecturers or teachers) and I was a little worried too with how some lecturers are a bit too friendly with me. I mean, how am I suppose to react back? I really do not know how to form a good relationship with lecturers and I envy those who are doing it. To top it all off, I withdraw from a subject for the first time. I mean, if I continued it, I am surely bound to fail. Guess what? For the first time in my life, I can make no sense of what the lecturer is talking about. I even began to doubt if he is speaking English. It all sounded so gibberish!!! No one asks questions and when I finally braved myself to ask, the kind lecturer explained in another weird, UN-understandable language and I almost gave up. I practically had to work extra hard to stop the tears from forming. Which reminds me of Hanis. Once I cried in class and she bellowed so loudly 'Su Lin kenapa awak nangis' that the whole class could hear. Lastly, a semester where I enjoyed my debate team's camaraderie. We were all in sync and unity and we supported each other till...2 of us got Best Debater. OH! Another one! Last adla. My Malaysian Studies class where I got pissed off but laugh later at the antics of the trio. Really. Our only audience for our presentation was Siew Yoong.

The fourth sem was when I actually got to relax for real. But not for long. Still, I sorta half like half hate it. Whatudu, it has the ugly and pretty elements. I took 2 subjects only, World Religion and Moral. IN religion clsss, it was kinda boring but interesting during the movies session. Still, I hate it when I forced myself out of the bed(i was really exhausted) only to come to class to watch a movie. Luckily I didn't fell sick. I discovered the beautiful long black skirt too during Sheldon's debate session which I later borrowed to wear it for my trial. Last class with Dr Renuka. Moral was not bad. The jokes were laughable although some people just had to refuse to laugh. Some people also specifically requested me to change my seat so that he can sit next to his friend. This is also the semester where I fell asleep in class and was awaken when 1) in Religion, I could just sense the aura of someone making faces at me and 2) in moral, I was awaken by a snap by someone who offered me sweets. Also the semester where the foundation of the weekly friday conventions begin where Jia Min, Kelvin, Zaim and me talked from 7pm till 3am. Zaim had his Bio final on Mon sumore. LOL!!!!! Busy with university applications and studying for TOEFL and SAT. Could my good results in SAT be also due to the presence of 3 Taylor friends who are very good in English? =)

In short, INTI was like my high school where I experienced plenty of new things. I might not have written everything down but most of the gist is there.

Ogata and Ren

Yamato Ogata

Now he's an interesting character. He's always the reserved one. Whenever there's something going on, he would usually be very composed, often assuming a leader's role. I think he suits a natural leader. Although the youngest in his family, he has this air where once you scan the group, you will know he's the head. I like the fact that he's not only decent, he is also not as mad as the rest. For example, the five was swooning at the girls at the tennis court while he stood aside, waiting. Plus, when the guys had these fantasy of them shirtless with a bikini-clad girl serving them on the beach, he shoot them a "Don't include me in your wild fantasy" line. Not bad! On the other hand, I find it quite gentlemanly that he crosses his leg. Maybe a bit gay but nevermind. Even when he jumps out in shock while sitting cross-legged, he still maintains that cross-legged form.  It's so opposite Ren who always sits with his legs wide open. The way Ogata runs is also weird. He somehow half walks with his right hand holding his bag over his right shoulder in a sort of skippping manner. I actually tried to imitate him but I don't dare to do it publicly because I'm sure everyone would stare and wonder what the hell I am doing. Heeh. However, I find him a tad tiresome to look at sometimes because he is ever so reserved. But, it is always a joy to see him when he finally laughs or smile because that is so so rare. I'm envious of the fact that he looks good when he is not smiling, and when he smiles too!!! To top it all of, he's a year younger than me!!! In short, this guy commands most of my attention. 

Kazama Ren

This is a striking guy because of his blond highlights and his shirt colour plus his height!!!!

In the beginning, Ren acts all tough and hard but softens under Yankumi's guidance. He reverts back to his real self, which is actually cheeky + jovial + mischievous. In fact, his lanky figure helps to make him appear not so childish. Still, he's got a superbly cute smile of saying hi. He'll press his right thumb on his cheeks and wave the other four fingers wildly. Coupled with his boyish grin and friendly eyes, his Hi would melt your eyes away! Okay, maybe you disagree but wait once you see this picture of his..

Kazama and Yamato